Whatever Will Be, Will Be…

So, it’s been a few days, and quite a bit has happened.


On Thursday night I had the scare of my life.

I started to bleed, I didn’t know what to do, as I’m finishing Uni I was in my student house and my partner and family were back home. I called them straight away, and as you can imagine I was terrified.

The bleeding didn’t last very long, and but sometimes it was bright red, I was so terrified that I was losing little splodge, I was crying uncontrollably!!

But there wasn’t much that anyone could do, Mum and Dad came and got me and I spent the night crying into my partners shoulder. In the morning we got an emergency appointment with my doctor, who was very sweet about the whole thing. She made it sound like some bleeding is normal, she said it didn’t sound like a miscarriage, but we can’t be too sure  so she’s booked us in for an emergency scan at 9.20 on Monday morning. Because I’m only 7 weeks she said it’ll probably be an internal scan – so I’m now nervous about that too!!

I’m really hoping that nothing is wrong but I’m too scared to keep my hopes high, in something isn’t right and it goes wrong. Every little ache and pain I get at the moment terrifies me… But I’m keeping my fingers crossed!! In the end I guess whatever will be will be.


Anyway, so for now, that’s all the pregnancy news I have, will keep everyone updated



Getting the ball rolling.

So, I’ve started the baby process!!

I’ve booked my first Midwife meeting! It’s not for another 2 weeks…. Is it normal to wait that long? Oh well, even if it isn’t I don’t really have a choice.

I’m a wee bit nervous, I mean, I’ve never had to go to one before, Mum says she’ll ask me a load of questions about my families health and any illness (Not that I have a clue about that!!) Greg’ll be there too, but oh hell, I’ll probably end up holding his hand the whole way through like a child!

Add to that, apparently they’re going to steal some of my blood and shove needles in me :/ (Not sure I’m going to enjoy that all too much).

It’s all going to be worth it in the end. I’m just looking forward to my first scan when I get to meet little Splodge ❤


6 weeks 1 day today 🙂 

What Baby wants, Baby Gets.

One thing you have to know about me.


So you can imagine my pain when all of a sudden I don’t want to eat it.

I was literally gutted when my work mates bought me chocolate for Easter and all I could do was look at it and feel a bit ill. ‘WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!’ was all i could think. Then I realised, my little Splodge inside me is clearly going to be a health freak. But that’s alright everyone wants a healthy child (is what I keep telling myself whenever i think about it) though it doesn’t take away the pain of knowing that I used to love eating chocolate almost as much as I love my partner.

I won’t lie, I was a more than a bit upset when I gave Bugsy (My Lindt Bunny) to my little sister. But at least I know she’s going to a good home where she’ll be enjoyed immensely.

But oh well, Baby gets what Baby wants I guess!